But mean... that's not good.
The more the day progressed, the worse the mean got. So, about mid-way thru the day, I decided to check out, before I hurt someone, and blog surfed. What I found was one of my blog friends "Happy List". I've seen her do that in the past, much more uplifting than my "Miserable list", and I thought... I REALLY need some happy. So... I tried to make a list. And... failed. The whole exercise left me with that feeling I used to get with mother would tell me to eat my brussel sprouts, there were starving children in Africa. I never understood that, how was my eating them going to help those poor starving children? I always wanted to tell her... "well, by all means... please... send them my friggin' brussel sprouts!"
Yeah, happy list fail... didn't help.
But... I did manage to find a few smiles. Some anyway. With this funk... I'll take the some.
And I'll share those too. After all, I did just share the mean and the bitchy. Seems the least I can do.
My first smile came from a friend to my Facebook in box on Monday. I saw that again poking around on FB and smiled again. So... share time.
Um... yeah, still don't quite know what to say to that video, but definitely got a smile and even a bit of a laugh out of me, more than once. Even just did it again.
Hm. Seems even the smiles come from a bit of the bitchy right now... *shrugs* ... what's a funk girl to do.
Now I'm taking myself to bed. We'll just try again tomorrow. Perhaps I can at least contain the mean and nasty.
I promise nothing.