Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Giveaway: Between Sinners and Saints by Marie Sexton

Yaaaay giveaway!  Marie Sexton has a new release coming up on the 29th, she has sent me a fun little excerpt and we are going to play giveaway with it all. Sweet.

You know the drill, leave me a comment, make sure you leave me your email address so I can contact you, read the rest of the details at the bottom of the post.  Contest closes Saturday, May 28th at 11:30pm PST, and I'll announce the winner morning of May 29th.

If you have any trouble leaving comments, email me your entry at amara @ mambazlair (dot) com.

Good luck!

Between Sinners and Saints by Marie Sexton

Release Date:  May 29th, 2011
Publisher:  Amber Allure
Format:  eBook
Genre:  M/M, Contempory

The Blurb:  Levi Binder is a Miami bartender who cares about only two things: sex and surfing. Ostracized by his Mormon family for his homosexuality, Levi is determined to live his life his own way, but everything changes when he meets massage therapist Jaime Marshall.
Jaime is used to being alone. Haunted by the horrors of his past, his only friend is his faithful dog, Dolly. He has no idea how to handle somebody as gorgeous and vibrant as Levi.
Complete opposites on the surface, Levi and Jaime both long for something that they can only find together. Through love and the therapeutic power of touch, they’ll find a way to heal each other, and they’ll learn to live as sinners in a family of saints. 



The weather had been unseasonably warm, and that was what gave Levi the idea.  It was a bit childish, but that was part of its appeal, and he hoped it would allow Jaime to get a decent night's sleep.  He waited until everybody else had gone to bed.  Once the house was silent, he got up. Jacob's son Roy looked up at him from his spot on the floor.  That was good.  It meant Levi didn't have to wake anybody up. 

"Hey champ," Levi whispered to him.  "Why don't you sleep in the bed tonight?"

"Dad says--"

"Don't worry about your dad," Levi told him.  "I'll tell him it was my idea."

"Will we get in trouble?" Roy asked.

"No trouble," Levi told him.  "I promise."

Once Roy was climbing into Levi's bed, Levi took the empty sleeping bag out into the hall.  He left it by the linen closet and crept to the spare bedroom, where Jaime slept. He was a bit worried about how to wake Jaime up without scaring him to death, but it turned out to not be an issue.  Jaime was wide awake and staring at the ceiling.

"What's going on?" he whispered to Levi.

 "Come on," he said to Jaime.  "Follow me." 

In the dark room, he couldn't tell if Jaime was confused or curious, but he got out of bed.  He watched silently as Levi nudged Carter awake.  Carter didn't need any convincing to give up his bag in lieu of the empty bed.

Levi took Carter's bag and pillow, and handed them to Jaime.  He led Jaime and Dolly down the hall, grabbing his own sleeping bag on the way. They went down the stairs, and across the linoleum floor of the kitchen with Dolly's nails clicking softly behind them, then out the sliding glass door and onto the patio.

"What are you doing?" Jaime asked, but Levi could hear the smile in his voice.  "Are you crazy?"

"There's nothing wrong with sleeping outside." He started around the table on the patio without thinking about it, but then heard a thump and a muffled curse from Jaime.  "You okay?"

"I can't see anything."

Levi reached back.  His hand landed on Jaime's arm. He was pleased that Jaime didn't try to pull away.  Levi slid his hand down and gripped Jaime's wrist.  He led him around the first table, and past the giant potted strawberry plant that his mom had grown every year for as long as he could remember, now withered and brown.  Then around the kid-size picnic table, down the steps and onto the lawn.

The air was cool and comfortable, and the grass felt cold and prickly against his bare feet. Once they were past the obstacle course of the patio, he let go of Jaime's wrist, but to his surprise, Jaime grabbed his hand instead. Levi turned to look at him, wondering at the sudden intimacy, but in the dark, he couldn't read Jaime's expression at all. He could tell only that Jaime was looking up at the half-bare branches of trees above them.

"Here?" Levi asked. "Or do you want to see the sky?"

Jaime's voice was soft and hopeful. "Sky."

"Good choice."  Still holding his Jaime's hand, Levi led him toward the open side of the back yard, away from the swing set that had been there since he was a boy.  There were a lot of tall trees in the back yard, but he knew there was a spot near the back of the yard that would afford them a clear view through the branches.

He stopped when he got there and spread out his bag, and Jaime followed suit, and they climbed into them.  It reminded Levi of a hundred different times he had done this as a kid, with one of his brothers or sisters.  Sometimes with all of them.  Dolly lay down on Jaime's other side, and Levi looked up past the trees at a tiny patch of sky.  They couldn't see many stars, but a silver sliver of moon floated above them.

Jaime sighed, sounding content.  "This was a good idea."

Levi smiled.  "I thought so, too."

"I haven't slept outside since..."  His words trailed away as he thought about it.  "Since the summer before my senior year of high school."  The way he said it was odd.  Sad, and yet, with a hint of fondness. 

Levi turned toward him, propping his head up on his elbow so he could look at him, although it was too dark to read his expression.  He could see just enough to know that Jaime was staring up at the moon.  It was so rare for Jaime to volunteer information about his past.  He waited, wondering if he would have to prod him to get him to say more, but after a minute, Jaime started talking again.

"It was a lot like this, actually," he said.  "My friend Craig knew I had nightmares.  Sometimes he'd invite me over and we'd sleep in his back yard."  Jaime stayed on his back, but turned his face toward him, and Levi resisted the urge to lean closer in an attempt to read his expression.  "Did you ever read Christine?"

The apparent change of subject surprised him.  "By Stephen King?  No."

"I read that book when I was sixteen, and I always felt like I was Arnie and he was Dennis.  I was the loser and he was the popular kid who somehow ended up being my friend."  He looked back up at the night sky.  "He lived around the block from me, so I'd see him a lot in the summer.  He had a lot of friends though, and girlfriends.  Once school started, I'd kind of fade away."

"That's shitty," Levi said.

In the low light, Levi could barely see Jaime's shrug.  "Not really.  It wasn't that he was an asshole or anything.  He had a life.  And I didn't.  But he was the best friend I had back then."  He stopped for a minute, and then said, quieter, "Especially that year.  Sleeping in his back yard is the only thing about Cleveland I've ever missed."

The way he said it sparked a twinge of jealousy in Levi.  "You were in love with him."

"I guess I was.  I didn't really think of it in those terms at the time, but yeah.  I used to live for those nights."

"So what happened?"

"Same thing that happens to everybody at that age.  We graduated, and he went to OSU and I came down here."

"And that's it?" Levi asked.

"That's it."  He turned toward Levi again.  "I haven't seen him since."

"I'm so sorry, Jaime."  He knew as soon as the words were out if his mouth that he shouldn't have said them.

"For what?" Jaime asked in surprise.

For not being there. For not meeting you sooner. For not protecting you all those years ago. But of course, he couldn't say any of those things.

Jaime watched him silently.  Now that his eyes had adjusted to the dark, Levi could barely make out the features of his pale face--his strong jaw, and soft lips.  His eyes were lost in shadows.  And suddenly, Levi wanted him so much, it took his breath away.  He'd grown used to being close to Jaime, even sleeping in the same bed without letting his feelings get the best of him.  But now, lying in the moonlight in his parents' back yard, he felt he couldn't stand to wait another minute.  He ached for him. 

They were in separate bags, with less than a foot of space between them.  He imagined leaning across that gap.  He imagined kissing Jaime, claiming the softness of his lips, stealing his breath.  He imagined feeling Jaime's arms around his neck, and he felt his body respond. 

He wanted to kiss Jaime's neck, to whisper in his ear.  The bags would be between them.  Was it possible that would give Jaime the barrier he needed to feel safe?  Even as he thought it, Levi knew he wanted more.  He wanted to unzip Jaime's bag and slip his hands inside.  He wanted to feel Jaime's skin against his fingertips.  He wanted to slide his hand under his waistband, to cup his soft, round ass in his hands, to pull his slim body tight against him.  He wanted to hear Jaime gasp, to make him squirm, to hear him moan. He wanted to slide down his body, to suck him deep into his mouth, to feel Jaime's fingers clench in his hair.  He wanted to make him come undone.

He had to try.  He had to risk it.  He reached out, moving his hand slowly across the grass toward Jaime. He wanted to touch Jaime's hair, and run his fingertip down his cheek.  If that didn't scare him away, it would be easy to lean closer.  His heart pounded in his chest as he anticipated feeling Jaime's lips against his.


The fine details...
  • Giveaway is for eBook copy of Between Sinners and Saints.
  • Contest closes 11:30PM PST, May 28th, 2011
  • To enter, leave a comment on this post telling me you’d like to be entered in the giveaway.
  • Please include a valid email address or I won’t know where to contact you.
  • Winners will be selected at random using
  • If the chosen winners do not respond to my email within 48 hours, another winner will be selected.
  • Contest is open to worldwide.  
  • Must be 18 yrs. old or older.


  1. Please enter me in the contest!

    alexdwhitehall at gmail dot com

  2. Sounds like a great story, please count me in :)

    luciatea01 (at)

  3. I would like to be entered in the contest.

  4. Oh, definitely enter me. Anything by Marie is bound to be awesome.

  5. I would love to win this. =)
    Go Marie!

  6. Please include me in the contest.


  7. Sign me up, please

  8. Me, me, me! Please. :-D

  9. Me too, love Marie!

  10. I would like to enter! :D

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  11. I have been so looking forward to this book coming out! Please count me in!

    jacobjunk at verizon dot net

  12. I would love to win this one!


  13. Me please....thank you

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  14. I've been waiting impatiently for this to release, enter me please.

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  15. Ive been waiting for this book forever. Awesome.

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  16. I want to enter too.

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  17. The story sounds great! Please enter me. Thanks!

  18. This sounds like a great love story. Love that Levi got jealous about another guy before he even knew Jaime.

    manning_j2004 at yahoo dot com

  19. Count me in, please.

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  20. I think I have been waiting on this one ever since Marie posted her "vision" of Levi..*dreamy sigh*
    Please count me in!

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  21. Sounds like a good story. Count me in.

  22. I would love to enter, please =)

  23. Awesome!!! You do the best giveaways Amara!!! You have such an awesome blog!! Sign me up for the contest, please!

    This excerpt is a tasty little treat... I want to read more!!!

  24. I would like to be entered in the contest!

    Thanks for the great give away!

  25. Count me in! Sounds awesome.

    Thanks for the giveaway!

    bimmergrlmd at gmail dot com

  26. Please enter me in the contest.

  27. I love Marie Sexton's writing. Please count me in for the giveaway! :)

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  28. Sign me up please!!

  29. This sounds great, please count me in.

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  31. Please count me in too!

  32. Wow, thanks for coming by everyone. I've got you all counted in.

    Hope you all have a great day!

  33. Count me in, please!

  34. Please enter me into the contest!

  35. Sounds interesting! Please enter me too!

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  37. Ohh, I cannot wait! Count me in. Thanks Heather

  38. Please enter me in the contest.

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  39. Wow, you guys are awesome! Thanks for coming by for the giveaway. :)

    I've got you all counted!

    Have a great weekend. :D

  40. I definitively want to play. Please count me in

  41. oh man, I hope I'm not too late! This book sounds like a great read! Please include me in the contest.

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  42. Hiya T. :) You're not too late at all m'dear. I gotch'ya down. :)

  43. i;d like to enter. hope i'm not too late, but if i am, just disregard me xD the timezones confuse me ^^;

  44. Yeah, the time zones confuse me too. Unfortunately this one closed last night. Sorry. :( But thanks for coming by to play. Hope you liked the blog. :)

  45. Giveaway Closed.

    Congrats Alex! :)



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